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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

@2:23 AM

O man.. school started for like 2 days. Ususally, i would be ery excited to go to school (o like real) cuz school is realli realli FUN!! (O yea right). Now, i found a new source of motivation! WAHAHA
And that is OUR NOTICE BOARD!! WOO~~ this is like the hangover of cambodia!.
for this 2 days, i have been out wif my cambodia mates. as usual it was nth but FUNN FUNN and MORE FUN!!! wahahahaa.. things are really great as we can do sth tog AGAIN!!
WOO HOO~~!!!
ok since i am being so sentimental here.. i shall talk more about the trip.
*EMO STARTED* (dear reader pls tune urself to the serious mood)
is life tough in singapore?? how to make singapore a nicer place??
This 2 questions are 2 famous question from my friends. they are preparing for their project and they are asking me for some ideas to write some essay. My answer would have been very different before i went to cambodia. before i went to cambodia, i can list 101 things that i feel that singapore can improve. e.g WHY IS THE EXPRESS WAY ALWAYS HAVING SUPER HEAVY TRAFFIC when i need to get to school punctually. and why is the TRAIN SERVICES in singapore so slow. For now, i can only think of this 2 example. i can't think of others now mainly because i have been thru one of the worst developed country.
this trip really have a great impact on me, firstly, i am not afraid of any super natural stuff and all the funny jokers story ab super natural stuff. Secondly, studing is impt! weiye stop thinking tt lectures are not impt and only go for tutorial (my gpa shld had been much higher zzz.. tt one and only B pulled me down zzz. cuz i only went for 2 lec! thru out the sem. damn!!.)
*ok topic 2*Part 1 appreciation to the lecturers"
Woots!! ok.. i am going to use 3 parts to giv appreaciation to every one tt went for the trip b4 the feeling for cambodia fades.
I feel that we have 2 very good lectuers for this trip. fomerly, i went china trip wif ms han, ms june and mr tommy. the feeling was very different. both of them were very soft, and i felt nth after i came back to singapore. i only make like 5 new friends (alright guys i know it is pathetic don flood my tag board k) but some other ppl only make 1-2 new friends. mainly cuz i thin kthe lec did not attempt to gel us tog. but this trip i made 17 FRIENDS! WOO LA LA~!!
i think tat one of the reason this trip had been so fun was cuz of the lecturer. if we were in mynmar (who is now under going economic suctions) or nepal.. mayb things will b different. we have been to places like killing fields and tou slang, which let the guys show their bravery ( i hope so lol) and the break fast tt the girls prepared(to show that they are feminine) although bob breakfast was nicer, i am not saying he is feminine, we all know he have his manly times too. BOB eh? hahah :D. The planning of this trip was perfect :D! thx to them!! THREE CHEERS!!
some of my friends frm tp went for some yep prog b4 to mynmar. they told me that they have to "fake" for the reflection. i was like OMG! are u guys human, don't u guys feel any thing for the place or any thing?.
his ans was a no. the place they been to was a pretty civilised city, mayb like siam reap? hehe.
they wwere staying and dining at the hotel a thru out and etc.
I feel really happy for us!! at least we learnt. i don think any one could "fake" a reflection in our grp. :D
ok i need to go to bed now.. make sure i can wake up tml for lesson at 10 gosh!. part 2 and part 3 coming up.
BOO HOO HOO!!

* Ever felt that the world is sucha nice place? ~~~~~~~~~

Thursday, September 13, 2007

@7:04 PM

starry starry night.
last night have a mini gathering wif some of my cambodia mates at my hs. the 9 of us played mJ while there is only one table. Woah rite? hahah yea.. indeed ar. i also don noe how we made it. Time seems to past super fast when we are tog. we just plyed 2 rounds and it was 5am!! we "sort of" watch the sun rise tog!!
Ppl fallen to the sleep demon/the bed's calling (as according to connie) - sista Joys, bratha Brian, Dear Shuyi, sista Connie.
The suvivors ME!, Sista Pat, Sista Amelia, Bratha vedro.
The only one i am not sure if he had fallen or suvive - Bratha Bson.
He seems to be sleeping but yet talking. -.-?!. italk nonsesnse but yet he can still talk. that is like the highest level of sleep walking or sth like tt.. hahaha jkjk.
All of us are stil living as thog we are at cambodia. even after dawn breaks and we were preparing to rest. People still cannot forget to take out the year book to BAO LIAO b4 we sleep. LMAO.
To sista Pei SI- if u ever read this. Don be out cast leh.. superstar will recovered some day one don worry. come for our garthering session leh. u missed out hmmm 3 gathering ? or is it 2? hahahaha. tsk tsk :D

* Ever felt that the world is sucha nice place? ~~~~~~~~~

Saturday, September 08, 2007

@10:29 PM

phew, what a dusty blog! and i am finally back!! yay!

I just came back from cambodia, it was really a fruitful trip and i learnt alot from all the team members and the Orphanes.
It really feels great to be in singapore. I never felt that i love singapore that much until i went to cambodia. Many thigns there are not as good as what we predicted. It was probably 10X -20X worse than Thailand - cheng mai.

Mr Ben cho and Ms audrey was leading our tour group. They were all great leaders and what is most interesting was that they were actually world's apart. Mr Cho was a real man, it was seen that he could adapt very easily to the living conditions etc. while on the other hand, ms lai was like a a rich tai tai. She seems to be suffering to adapt there.
Ms lai, was a great lady to talk to she was soft and always encourage us. Mr ben would always be the "bad guy" who is very hard on us. i can understand totally their intention thus i felt they make up a really good group.

As for my freinds, we are bascially separated into the Guys - EMO grp and the Girls - Strowee Grp. The guy were really cool, we have matured individuals like BOB to take care of us, Jeremy who is sensible which help alot when we want to do silly stuffs. LOL.
We have david the super fun scholar and of cuz my bros, brian, vedro,bson.

In many aspect, i felt that the girls were acutally stronger than the guys. for instance, Amilia, the girl i respect the most in the entire trip, she was always smiling and encouraging. Connie, one whom i tot was a tai tai but turn out *AHEM* lol (totally oppsite). Pei si who is super aggresive (lmao). Crystal who is the big sister of cuz my Shu yi who is always super sweet. hehe.
Pat the super good imitator!!. she really sounds like a cambodian kid. (i am God damn serious here..) haha.

This trip taught me alot of things. it taught me to appreaciate the ppl around me, the food, the place , the bus, the road, the fast food restaurants, the currency, the bed, the air con, the heater, the chicken, the coffee,the can drinks and many more!

The kid there was really very different from the orphans in singapore. the food they get is just one food and one rice. It was really bad as i doubt there will be enough nuetrients from jus that one dish of food :(. God is really being mean on them.

I dare make the conclusion to say that, many of the orphans i teach are smarter than us. Frrhter more, they are more hard working. i am very sure that they might be some one big in life if they were born in better places like USA, SINGAPORE, JAPAN and others. They tried very hard to gain knowledge while ppl like us in singpore, are enojoying our life, playing DOTA, CS and not appreciative about it.

Do you know that they cannot afford to go for english lesson which cost only $1 USD per month?
What is $1 usd to us? i guess we cannot even buy a packet of french fries with it. to them it means every thing. i Quote an incident which happens to my pal Jeremy. (Hope he don't mind)

one night, Jeremy was eating cup noodle alone at the dining hall. Being nice, germ (Jeremy name in short) called the orphan X(named X) to join him for a meal as there are extra cup noodles. X was really enjoying the meal he was delighted to taste such delight in his life. He ask germ how much does it cost. Germ replied - it cost arnd $0.5 usd. X was petrified. X said that he would never afford to eat that in his enitre life. Isn't it heart wrenching? How many of us actually felt that a cup noodle was a nice meal? i believe most of us will not be sastisfied even if we had a packet of chicken rice as dinner. Chicken to them is an luxuary they cannot afford.

in singapore, as long as you work, i am certain the govt will not let u starve. there, the govt can't do much even if u are starving. the cow, pig, chicken we see there are clearly suffering from malnutrientsion.

The only question i have is, who will help them? if we leave. Though i didn't cry,i it doesn't mean i don't feel any thing for them. I personally, would not donate money to beggar that beg for a living, as i felt that human should help themself before they expect others to help them. Therefore, if people are playing muscial instruments or selling tissues, i would definately help them, as they have tried.
however, in cambodia, i really wanted to help the orphans but i felt helpless. i am just a student w/o income. If people are trying hard to survive why can't we give them a chance?
to all reading my blog pls think about your lifestlye and hope it benefits you :)

* Ever felt that the world is sucha nice place? ~~~~~~~~~

Friday, January 26, 2007

@10:53 PM

Studying is jus so BORING.. haha.. i cannot stand sitting there for 2-3 hrs doing nth but looking at the wordy papers!
Wondered how a nerd does that.. *respect*
k la blog next time.. bb

* Ever felt that the world is sucha nice place? ~~~~~~~~~

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

@10:03 PM

HAIZ.... exams sehx... this is the most boring part of life. jus don have the mood to study yet so shall BLOG!.

Yesterday ZzZ went for my sec 4 class gathering. Ahmad is finally back in singapore!! oMG.... and he treated all of us to swense. HEY PPL ITP GO USA AND ONE MNTH 900 K?! tt makes me feels like a loser earning the mere 500!!!! He treated the TWENTY of us to swense. O GOD how GENEROUS OF HIM. We ate a main course each and 2 EARTHQUAKE. The bill total up to aroud 300 and he indeed paid for us! *salute*
Following which, we went to Giraffe. FFS, that we did not go to the zoo k? haha.. tt is a pug opposite the istana. HMM... mayb S.R NA**** go there to drink some time when he is suffering from isomia? haha.. jkjk.
i drank chivas 12... Drank abit of martini as well. Giraffe atmosphere was very nice or i should say peaceful. however this time Ahmad did not drink wif us, he jus sit and chat wif us.. WHY? cuz MUSLIM how can drink rite?..

For today, i would like to thank LOUIS MAK!!!! THX for helping me to get the ticks for the 2nd leg of sg vs malaysia!... KALLANG ROAR!! haha.. nv wondered that there is still this lil blood of patronism among me and my friends :P.. mus POR abit.. NS COMING... :'( ahaha

* Ever felt that the world is sucha nice place? ~~~~~~~~~

Monday, December 04, 2006

@11:45 PM

HELLO!!! I am back on this new bloG!! hee.. acutalli i recently feel the urge to blog ab some universal issue about what i feels.

Firstly, for the main entry would be the meaning of life. Has any one ever wondered why you are on earth? and why are u going through all this SHIT ?? haha.. Certainly I believe majority of the readers would have encounter that question. However before I start, I would first like to state that I am not going thru any form of depression or sadness when I type this entry, but jus to express some of my thoughts.

I have heard many Christian talk about the fact that GOD has a plan for every one of you. He knows about you even before you were born and he also seen the end of you. Certainly I don't wish to insults any Christian, but I jus felt that the theory isn't really that true.
Before we go into that let us look at some other things
(I am not a pro Buddhist) Buddhism believe in KARMA & after life. They believe that wad u do in ur current life now would directly affect the following life u will have. This seems more "fair"
My actions will affect my self isn't it fair? Other then a third party deciding for me if I am a genius or actually an idiot?

ok enuff ab religion :P.. The main topic is the meaning of life? Is there a meaning to LIFE? hmmm.... actually there isn... If we really c frm the bird eye view of our life cycle, we would be able to say that the end is always DEATH. It is something that would occur to every single one of the human being even genius like Isaac, Leonardo da vin chi etc etc. So------------------------
why DO WE NEED TO STUDY SO hard?
so wad if we had children? So wad if we have $$? So wad if we can enjoy? u gain some u lose some in all these issues.
I believe that humans are only the slave of the economy. We work not only for our survival but is for the powering of the ECONOMY. We are all slave of the economy. We study for almost 1/3 or 1/4 of our life jus to work and lead a better life. What is the definition of leading a better life? It would have been MORE $$$$$$$$$. Is more money = happiness? Is longetivity
Some how or rather, I jus feel sad ab human beings(me included) working so hard jus to survial and power the cold Economy.

* Ever felt that the world is sucha nice place? ~~~~~~~~~